closer to my dreams <3

it's been a minute since my last entry, so i thought i would just check-in.
so, like many people predicted *sigh* the los angeles lakers are the 2oo9 NBA champions. it's not really a surprise - i just don't understand why everyone was so ecstatic about this victory. i mean, it is what it is. *lol* moving on to other news, i have finally figured out what type of career i want to have, it's just a matter of me getting to that final destination. I know it's gonna take a few twists, turns & detours, but I am confident that i will get there. being at home has allowed me to take time to really think and clear my head so that when i get back to the cuse next month, i'll be able to start making things happen. i think my dilemma *or maybe its a blessing* is that i have so many different interests and i just want to make sure that i satisfy each of them. i've got a love for fashion, music, and dance. that combination is dope & deadly. but as i was talking to my cousin yesterday, there are somethings that i will have to put on hold in order to fulfill my destinies right now. i just need to make a list of everything that i want/need to do before i graduate. i think spain next summer will be a reality, i'm going to madrid/barcelona - that is a must. i just have to figure out when i will be able to fulfill my internship. but now that i think about, my major allows me to do an internship in syracuse as a practicum, so it will be fulfilled. spain, summer 2010. i can see it now. as for everything else? wowzers, i've got four semesters to fit in fun, growth, maturity & experience. i think i can do it, do you? ;-)


so far, i think i'm heading in the right direction. i've spent majority of my life worrying about what others would think about my actions, but now that i'm starting to come into my own, i'm breaking that mold of really giving a f*ck about what people have to say or think. in retrospect, i've gotta have respect for people's opinions, but i think wheni touch down in the cuse for the 2009-2010 school year, i just may have to ruffle a few feathers with what i'm about to do. the scary thing is, i've got the tools and know how to be the next college phenom, but i've just got to figure out where to start. like i love reviewing things - but i also want to be able publicize and plan events...hmmm if there was a way for me to bring them together...to the laboratory i must go! gotta get all these ideas on paper. one thing that i do know is that dreams come true to those who believe in themselves and what they are capable of. the world better watch out ;-)
<3csc.